You guys, the last week and a half has been a whirlwind. An absolute rollercoaster. One of the most stressful and anxiety-ridden weeks I’ve experienced. And no doubt, one of the most God-filled weeks I’ve experienced.
If you read my post last Wednesday, then you heard the hurt. And you guys- you overwhelmed me with love. The support that came from y’all… I needed that. And then friends started to reach out with ways to help, with solutions. With people to talk to. And then more people talked to more people, and I was floored. I had actionable steps, and I had answers. Answers that led to a few more questions, but still answers. Somewhere firm to place my feet.
So, after receiving help from so many people, Heartbeat is back out, and legal;). And while it’s still available in all types of ebook format (iBook, Kindle, PDF), it will be an actual book soon. Like, very soon. You’re welcome to get the ebook version; it’s still the “pay what you want,” meaning you can download it for $1.00 (just type in 1 where it says 12+). You’re also welcome to wait! I can’t guarantee the book version will be up and ready by the beginning of January, but I’ve decided that isn’t something I’m going to choose to stress about.
I know I’ve only begun to see what the Lord can do through this. There was no way that I would have understood his plan a week ago. I still don’t understand all of it now. I know I’ve only seen the tip of the iceberg in terms of the ways in which he can work, but it blows me away that he’s already done so much for me.
Amidst my pain, he brought me comfort. He allowed me to hurt, but he surrounded me with strong arms. And then he brought me hope. He wants me to trust him, trust his plan to be far greater than I can forsee. And then he brought me joy. At the possibility of what he can do, of the ways in which he can work.
Which leads me to where I am now. Still in over my head, still frustrated at myself, still overwhelmed with all the emotions you can feel within a week. But excited. SO excited to see what he’s going to do, what he’s going to let me do.
Super Comfy Old Navy Top // Leggings // The Cutest Boot Socks (Sold Out online, but available in Old Navy stores) // Frye Boots // Reversible Tote // Blanket Scarf (Same Company, Same Scarf)
On that note, feel free to check out Heartbeat, feel free to spread the word, and feel free to shop the outfit above!